Im not sure this post will reach anyone certain or make a point. Life in this world is getting more complicated and difficult. Id like to ascertain this is not what i signed up for. Inevitability tacit with fate that i do not fulfill.
I cant go on much longer.
Thats what i said last time.
I will defeat myself eventually.
Someday ill have real friends, or perhaps only more shadows.
Im sorry i failed.
i deserve...