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Sunday, September 22, 2013

The culture of "you".

Okay there folks...

This one is going to get a bit awkward, but hey.... Gonna go there. Sometimes you're in town for less than 24 hours, and the liver cannot be punished further, the lungs burn any more, and thinking is the only avenue left. So without further ado, i will present my latest advent of information i have logically gained from expulsions of body. The culture of you.
"mellow out... maaan"

As a matter of fact, all there every is, was, or will be is energy. Definitions can be made, measurements taken, notes annotated, numbers crunched... But what are you really doing? Using tiny particles, held together loosely by ionic bonds and electromagnetism in a certain array and configuration that it applies a set of principles slightly different than your body to perceive a few variations in vibrations at frequency, which its all limited to your meager meat husks input capabilities. Hrmm... What the FUCK does that mean? Simply put.... The nature of consciousness is essentially tied to itself, and the universe, through an inverse loop of necessity and symbiotic pragmatism.

What do we know about the inception of the universe and its continued dawdled drawl towards a entropy laden collapse? Well, as quantum mechanics, and Mr Hawking would have us believe, its all about the concept of perfection, and how it is not true, EVER, but without it being true, nothing would EVER exist.
WHUT.

"eh?"
Yeah, hold on for a second there jimmy.... strap yourself in, this is going to get weird for a second.

So. How is it ever plausible for "anything" to be. Clearly, there can be no such thing as a singularity. Now, im not telling the universe what to do here, its just a matter of fact. You cant have 1, without counting. You cant count, without a reason to. Counting sole purpose is to take your perception of things, and annotate it in a numerical fashion to differentiate it from something else. How can you compare something, to nothing. You cannot. Even if that something is the only thing that exists.....

OK, so lets do a little thought experiment here for a second. Close your eyes (not yet, nincompoop, after you read this then do it.). Try and conceive ONE thing. What do you see? A Sphere? WRONG. Whats more than one thing. If you can SEE it, then clearly it emits something to be seen, same goes for a sound, or any of those normal perception of "Stuff" that we intrinsically have at our disposal as a sensory input. But for heavens sake of sanity... Feel free to ignore this portion, because that's so far as i know, the only real way to communicate these ideas to one another. Now lets try again. Lets do an INFINITESIMAL  point. So small, its beyond any comprehension of size you could ever fathom. No... Smaller. Sigh... Stop, you cant fathom it.... Just go with it. So reaaaaaaaaly reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tiny. Like teensy. Now, there's that. Got it? Cool. Now check this shit. Why is it "small"? If its the only thing, relative to our dot, its the biggest thing. Also the smallest. Its the ONLY thing. Its the hottest. Its the COLDEST. At the same time. Like a solitary Digorno pizza in the oven, its at both times the WORST pizza (but its not delivery!!!) in there, and also the best. The one with the cheese closest to mouth roof searing terrifying liquid magma heat, and ice cold hypothermia tongue shattering liquid nitrogen cold.

WHUT...

"My suit.... it gets darker when i use with my brain thingy"


Yeah... Its going deeper boys and girls...
Change your panties now, we might not be coming back.

So, how can we compare "one thing" to itself? Its not just impossible, its imposibruuuu!

So, back to Mr Hawking, waveform collapse, and a little more sanitizing clarity, then after the jump, we will smash in any brain nuggets you have left.

So, as Mr Hawking suggests (and clearly his "suggestion" is slightly more logical than your friend dan suggesting ICP has it all figured out "maaan".) that the universe was first "created" when an imperfection appeared in the "one thing" that "was" (because its didn't really exist yet). There was not only one thing anymore, and BOOM, that shit instantly PANTS SHITTING INSANO fast exploded in a cascading chain of event comparison and "relativitisng" what makes one thing, different from the other, commonly referred to as the big "bang". Booom bada bing baby. ONE turning to TWO, led to INFINITY (and beyond!).
how.. whut. WHY. Well, lets get to the meat and potatoes of this baby girl... Quantum interactions of probability waveform collapse.

So its been "proven" that the pure measuring of something is what defines it. A particle cannot be measured if it is not "there" to be measured. Through a very large schism of mathematical equations, that i wont bother to even pretend to understand or conjure, a "particle" is probabilistic-ally tied to location trough a gambit of perception. As we covered above, one thing is not true. So this particle, until perceived, exists in isolation. not compared to anything. No difference, then it doesn't exist. Also, its everywhere. At all times, forward and backwards, and is also all things, as its the only thing. GAAAH. Is it really? No, but yes. Probabilistically, the odds that a single photon is in the Andromeda galaxy cluster 3.2 billion years from now is probably pretty slim. Like 0.0000...0001 slim, but as the double slit experiment proves, its all about that probability. Yeah... it is.

Dont leave yet....
When something is "consciously"  inspected, it is realized in actuality in its singular location, at the time it is inspected. "Whoa, are you saying i can thing the universe away?"... No, well, maybe, but probably not. Just think about what you measuring right now. Is you ass in a seat? Thats your body weight, gravity, clothing type, chair material density, height from the floor, yada.... yada... Thing is... Your on earth... Maybe. So you got gravity. But even the earths gravity is effected by the moons orbit, and then again the sun. Which is in turn, effected by the gravity of a black hole in the center of our galaxy. Which itself is being bombarded with photons from different galaxies. Those photons are swayed by "flux" in the space-time curve by other black holes they pass on their way here. Bing.... Badda... Boom. So there you have it... Your intrinsically responsible for the birth of the universe, just by having an ass in the chair.

To quote Sir Samuel Jackson: "Hold on to your butts.... Motherfucker".
"I... I made the ... Universe??"

So what the fuck else am i going to talk about??? Well, contrary to my last post... This is the culture of "you" and how its the single most important event, besides "me", which is only second to "you". Dang.
Think about this here. The universe, exists only because of a SLIGHT variation. The fact there is no perfect. However, for that to exist, it needs its inverse... Thats where "you" come in. "me?" you say? no.... "You". Try and think of nothing for a moment. Quiet your mind. Go ahead. No little voice. No "Me". Perceive nothing. Cant do it??? Some Buddhist spend their entire life's striving for this, and eventually, fail. Im fairly certain to achieve "oneness" as they would like would be catastrophic. Well, at least for them. You would certainly perish, probably. Or maybe just sleep reaaaly good.

You are the culmination of millions of years of perfection. Only the best survived. Only the apex lived on. Only those who could pass down the most effective mutations are allowed to exist. Because if they did not, the would be nothing. Your plane of existence, is as a perfect sphere, on perfectly level surface. It rolls no where. It does nothing. It is nothing. You are nothing. Simply put, life on this planet, and the very nature of the universe itself is based upon balance. Everything here has been struggling to exist. Hold onto "its self". Its personal "me". To make energy "mine" so it can still exist. Keep entropy at bay for just a little longer. "Me, me, mine, gimme, me, me, me, me, me, me, gimme". However, this, as i stated in my last post, is not a bad thing. Because, without "me", there never was a "you". And without "you", there would be nothing.

This is why we are so drawn to conflict. The best stories... Star Wars, Jedi verses Sith. One screaming about the selfs "power" and ultimately a stronger "me". The other... "you", wholly selfless. The Ying. The Yang. The matrix. The everything since ever. One... verses the other. One for itself. The other for "everything". The "Is". The "is not". One keeping the universe here... the other seeking to destroy it. Its very VERY easy to get stuck in the cycle of "me.". Heck, you are essentially designed for it, and nothing else. There should be no guilt over it. Its, what is. As a fractal kaleidoscope, cycling down, faster and harder the more its there. "me" cannot exist, but must. Perfect oneness cannot be achieved, but must be. Nothing is "mine" everything is "yours", but its all "mine as well". Your perfect sphere, rolling slightly imperfect plane with a tilt... Gaining momentum, becoming more perfect, but by its very definition, making the hill steeper. Gaining speed. Getting closer to real perfection at every moment, then accelerating itself faster towards non existence in its singular goal. Highlander... Will "me" ever win over "you"? Entropy says yes. There can be only one. But remember... For there to be only one... there must be two, and so it begins anew.

Shine on people. "Is" or "is not" is all... I prefer to be an "is"-er. But also a Jedi. If im gonna is, its gonna be for the sake of is not. Paradoxical, yes... but its what is. To be one, you must love, even love hate. Is.... Is.

"Is, or is not. There is no is is not"



Wednesday, May 11, 2011

A follow up, imspired by my wonderous woman.

This is in no way about changing anyone. To say that you believe in a higher power, in the form that you believe that there are things out there in the universe that we will never understand, and weren't meant to is agnostic in the classical sense. There are people in this world who believe that vaccinating your children is a sin. A sin. The bible says so. The belief in the bible, that it is a tool, to learn from and not a verbatim word of god is healthy. Every story we read or hear since birth is something we can learn from. Every movie, book, short story, campfire tale, true false and in between. I'm not out to "change" anybody. I'm not trying to murder the children. I'm not trying to say you can believe in your own personal god. I'm not saying you cant do, whatever the fuck you want to do, when you want to do it... I'm saying you cant do that when it interferes with what other people want to do. You MUST vaccinate your children because if you don’t, they will infect other children. An example of when personal choice, not only impacts others, but greatly so. http://sethmnookin.com/2011/04/06/todays-lesson-alternative-virginia-school-closes-after-half-of-its-students-infected-with-pertussis-all-of-them-were-unvaccinated/
You can do a quick google search and find tons of stories just like this. Children unvaccinated due to religious purposes spreading disease to others unintentionally and putting others in danger. Are those other kids sick and dying because that kid believes in god? No. Because his parents do? No. They are sick and dying because his parents believe so feverishly, they cannot question it. At all. "It is the word. It is the truth. God must have wanted their son to die. To be sick. Its not my fault, I am not to blame. God did it. "
THAT IS NOT WHAT FAITH IS ABOUT.
Faith is not to be about blaming things on someone, or something that cannot be seen or prosecuted. Faith is not a blanket to hide under. Faith is a highly personal choice, and should be so.
Belief in god, to explain that which you do not know is fine. That feeling in your stomach, when you know something bad has happened, and cant explain why. That moment that seems to last forever just before you almost get in a car accident. The amazingly ungraspable depth and distance and wonderment of our universe. Millions of forces all intricately in constant sway and cohesion, balance and unrest, coexisting with an almost unfathomable sublimity. The atoms in your eyes, vibrating at just the right frequency to combat the small amount of magnetism and gravitation influence that holds them together, in varying states and clusters of millions to form cells. Specialized for processing of visual stimuli in the visible spectrum of light. Light which travels at 700 million miles an hour to bombard these clusters with BILLIONS of photons a millisecond. Light which is being emitted from a artificial source. You computer, harnessing the same electric and magnetic energy that is found in the heart of stars, to precise timing, through an incredibly intricate network of silicon carbonate particulate boards, and the very speed of light. Just so you can read this. Lets not even get into the central nervous system. Its incredible. Every minute detail of it. I can go on in incredible depth about the things that are going on. All at the same time. All with incredible precision. It seems strange to assume this all happened by chance. That through nothing, there became not only something, but something so outstandingly complex. It suits many to imagine a designer for this.
A designer of impeccable skills. In this manner, the word God is nothing more that a word, for a thing we cannot understand. A word that could be replaced by anything, and yet the meaning would not change. This driving force that created everything, as it was, through millennia's uncountable, in precise order up until this very moment, would be no less wondrous if we called it gibilty gook. A little more cumbersome in conversation yes, but if we agree that we are talking about the same thing, then what's in a name? Does a rose not smell as sweet if called by another name? This form of belief is fine, for if we admit the name is not what matters, what difference if you call the creative force behind the universe god, and I call it chance? The universe will be no less splendid. The events that formed it, no different. The wonder, no less wondrous.
This belief is fine. Believing, that no matter what, nobody could ever change your mind, about any part of your belief, at any time, for any reason, is insane. If you will not change your mind, then there is not even a point of discussion, and I would not speak with such a person. I don’t care about that person EXCEPT that they will infect others. That kid who infected his school with disease, a by product of the parents beliefs and choices. He will grow one day to have his own children, who he will teach to believe. This is the passing of faith. Not the choice of faith. If you change your mind, and willingly choose to believe when you did not, then so be it. If you were born into slavery and just accepted it, then you may yet live with that happily, but I know it is wrong, That there is better out there for you.
Make no mistake, those born into religion, without the freedom of questioning it are slaves all the same. Freedom is not only a way of life, but also a mindset.